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Dedication

A dogwood tree was dedicated June 13 to the memory of postal clerk Chris Rukakoski. Putnam Postmaster Don Deslauriers stands with Chris's family, wife Lisa and daughter Emily. Linda Lemmon photo.

 

 

 

By Linda Lemmon

Town Crier Editor

PUTNAM --- In spite of  the darkness that is mental illness, postal clerk Chris Rukakoski touched all who knew him with light and joy. 

The Putnam Post Office June 13 dedicated a white dogwood tree to Rukakoski who took his own life Aug. 9, 2014. His wife Lisa thought it was fitting that within earshot the Particle Accelerator music event was raising money for programs that help prevent suicide. While discussing an illness like diabetes is accepted, discussing mental illness, is not --- and it should be, she said.  Chris lost his struggle with mental illness, she said. "He was the love of my life and I am grateful for the 17 years we had together."

She added that it "brings great joy for the Post Office to dedicate this tree," although, she added "he'd actually be embarrassed" by the dedication. 

Don Dunning, postal worker, said he remembers a short conversation with Rukakoski after the birth of his daughter. Dunning was worrying about providing for his newborn, but Rukakoski "lit up, radiated" and made him realize what a blessing kids are. "For a minute I forgot about things that don't matter."

Don Deslauriers, postmaster, was pleased to see the large gathering in honor of Rukakoski.

Gazing at the tree, Rukakoski's wife thanked the post office for the undying memory of Chris.

from e.e. cummings'  “i thank You God for most this amazing” : 

i thank You God for most this amazing

day: for the leaping greenly spirits of trees

and a blue true dream of sky; and for everything

which is natural which is infinite which is yes